fade in your bud fade before you bloom
fade into me
fade before winter comes...
-a lamentation for my rose died in April
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By all let this be heard, Some do it with a bitter look, Some with a flattering word, The coward does it with a kiss, The brave man with a sword! -from The Ballad Of Reading Gaol 2003-04-27 @ 12:32 a.m. I only have half a dayI've just woke up from a dream that was so true. I hope it was true but it couldn't be. I woke up anyway. I was supposed to get up early today, earlier than 12 at noon. Yet I didn't make it once again. I've been dreaming and sleeping and couldn't sleep at night for 5 days, how frustrated! I wish I could get up at early morning and have the other half. I like the dream so much because I dreamed of a person I like. In the dream she gave me something special that I was so surprised to receive. I was so happy! I was so happy because she is the one I really care about and admire. I miss her and want to hear from her now. I was in south China in the dream. Humid air was around me. I was taking a text in an amphitheater. My classmates looked strange with blue clothes as it was 50 years ago. A weird weird dream. Anyway, I'd rather dream it than have the other half of the day.
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