2003-10-18 @ 10:25 p.m.

permanent mood:

Lolo looked at herself in the mirror when washing her face. She burst into laughter mutely. She couldn't help feeling so sweet because of a...

Lolo: Lolo the strange
Domino: Lolo in the mirror
Ralph: Lolo inverse
Rudolph: Lolo's pink bunny toy.

Lolo: hehehehe...

(Lolo laughs to herself as she always does, ignoring Domino is there.)

Domino: What's up, lo?

Lolo: I don't know. I'm just...kind of...out of my mind.

Domino: What are you so crazy about this time?

Lolo: no...nothing...I just feel something's going on strangely, as I wished.

Domino: What's the thing? Do you mind I asked?

Lolo: No, not at all. I have one strange feeling. Do you remember last time we went to the temple together? We both made wishes?
Domino: Yeah, of course. What's that? Sounds you are going to reveal some old secrets.

Lolo: There's no secret in this world. Everything has a reason.

Domino: So what's the reason for what? You're getting me confused again.
Lolo: I made a wish that day, so purely and reverently.

Domino: You really did? I thought you never believed that phony stuff.

Lolo: Of course I felt dreadful when I kneeled down awkwardly towards the figure of Buddha. I didn't know all the performance that Ralph did. My mind was driven away by a kind of disbelief.

Domino: I could feel that! But you made a wish, didn't you?

Lolo: Right. That was one thing I wanted mostly at that time. Even I confided it to some horrified-looking figures, which I shouldn't have done.

Domino: What was that? If u don't mind telling me.

Lolo: That was...kind of superficial vulgar desire...I wish I'd never thought so.

Domino: What's the idea? You gotta tell me this time. You are driving me crazy!

Lolo: Well...all right. I always wanted that people who I love would love me too.

Domino: That's it? Is that your wish? Oh...that's good! It's so sweet!

Lolo: Have you ever thought of it?

Domino: Me? I'd rather think of whom I should love.

Lolo: Is that so hard for you to fall for someone?

Domino: No, but I preferred a fixed target. I don't have a sudden passion like you. My feeling is keen and lasting.

Lolo: You still like your high school classmate? The one you mentioned to me.

Domino: Ahhh...though he's like a star in the remote dark sky, I will always stare at him whenever I look at it. He's like the rose that little prince planted.

Lolo: Oh! Gosh! Who makes you talk like this, like I always do, so poetry?

Domino: Do you think you're a poet? Do you know all poets must die just as all beauty must die?

Lolo: That's an old quotation of mine. You've stolen it.

Domino: That's why we're together, isn't it? Being your reflection is such a fun.

Lolo: You really think so? Then break the mirror and get out.

Domino: Are you kidding? I can't do that 'coz I don't want you to lose yourself.

Lolo: Lose myself? Whom else will I lose in case you are all gone? I just want to check your backside.

Domino: Haha. It's what you could never see, like the backside of the moon. I guess you won't exist anymore, when we are all gone.

Lolo: Oh I don't exist already.

Domino: Don't say that. Don't you remember last time you stand with me on the attic, bathing in the sun, you were nearly fainting.

Lolo: You mean my figure? Did you really see me fading?

Domino: Hahahaha...you're out of your gourd, Lo. Do you think you are an icecream?

Lolo: But I really felt so. Every time sunshine embraces upon me, I was thinking of dying in it. That's our eternal wish, isn't it?

Domino: I can't agree more. When you can still see into me.

Lolo: Ah. I'm so tired to type it. I suppose you were just a pink bunny.

Domino: You think I'm the toy you bought called Rudolph?

Lolo: sure not 'coz I don't believe in incarnation.

Domino: Oh...no. You must believe in what I believe 'coz we are one person.

Lolo: How come? Do you mean I'm the pink bunny hung in my dorm and you are the reflection that dominates me? No I totally reject it!

Domino: Haha. But you have to accept the truth. You have no choice.

Lolo: Don't use that tone to me! Even God can't say that to me.

Domino: That's because you don't believe in it. Then what do you believe?

Lolo: I believe dreams come true.

Domino: Sounds fun. What else?

Lolo: I believe in the impossibility of reality that presses upon us. That's what I live for.

Domino: Oh! Really?

Lolo: I'm just addicted to that kind of magic, just like electricity runs through my body. It's all fantasies I'm in.

Domino: It's just like the pink bunny image in your head. When someday I appear to be so you will go into rapture, right?

Lolo: Haha, aren't you already the pink bunny I hanged?

Domino: I'm your living dream, I see.

Lolo is lying on her bed reaching for Rudolph's pink long ears...

to be continued...

Hahahaha...what have I written! It's complete nonsense! I wrote just for fun, yet some points should be made clear in the near future. Hope you'll stay with me. ^_^

Your affectionate loveberry